Re: Big question
01-07-2014 05:45 AM
PS, I will add I do NOT have family to help me either.. and what family that does live near me, I wouldnt ask for help for with the baby either. They would throw it in my face later on and I wont give them the satisfaction.
I had the mindset of "everyone wants to help you when the baby is a newborn, but disappear shortly after..so id rather do it myself and struggle, than be used to help that disappears and feel overwhelmed later on.."
I did have days of crying, pulling my hair out, saying "WHY DID I DO THIS?!", but apparently, its normal and acceptable to feel that way sometimes. Its called hormones. Just go with it, let yourself cry if you need to, and don't feel bad for it.
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